dusk falls upon your transcendent skin
or is that only my imagination?
grip onto my soul
write me everything you want
draw me as you wish me to be
I'll be perfect for you
tighten your embrace around me
and don't let go...
even as we sleep
whisper a taunting lullaby
that makes me yearn to fall asleep
and dream of a moment were destined to share
it seems everything I've ever said,
it all comes back to you...
and here I sit crying
as she tells me
how beautiful it feels
to fall asleep in your arms
...she doesn't have to tell me
I think that I already know
you
so far away from me
yet you've reached into my soul
and I think
you
made me fall in love with
you
but it's okay...
because it feels so completely perfect
I'm yearning for you
just please.......
breathe me in
I try to flow to you
and my thoughts are overwhelmed
I haven't got a moment
I'm here for you
right now...
I've never felt your warmth
your eyes
or finger tips
but I've smiled at your thoughts
I understand your pain within
I think of the first time I heard your voice
I only wanted to keep that feeling forever
but I have never been so lucky
as to even have a moment
where you look at me
and see everything
that I see in
you
and I felt so selfish
as you told me you'd never been so hurt by anything
as when she made love to someone else
but with the smallest amount of hope
that you would see
she isn't right for you
because she isn't me
keeps me going
I don't how this is possible
that for you
I feel this way
for the one who I comforted in times of pain
for you
who I've said the stupidest things to
and not thought twice about it
you
someone who looks at me
as that silly girl
who told you to leave the woman you love
and find someone else
(I cant help but wonder if you knew what I meant)
I know you too well to even think for a moment
that you don't think I'm insane
I probably am
but God
if only knew
how perfect you are
and right now
I can't stop these tears from falling
I can't stop the words from flowing
I can't stop wishing
that it was me
falling asleep
so beautifully in your arms
touching you
for inspiration
why don't you see you are everything I'll ever need?
why can't you just understand me now?
like you always have
and agree
that we could be so much more?
why do I cry for you now?
why would I die for you now?
and God
why can't I have
all of you?