I can hear my heart breaking
like footfalls
in an empty hall
all over again
Yet someone else
you've reached my soul
and tore it apart
I am connected to my past
why must this pain
be such a part of me?
It
(the pain)
last too long
I keep breathing in
trying to make just a breath
dissapear
I feel the fingertips of hatred
pierce through my skin
and the thin lines that drew between
lie right before my heart...
If I took my time
could I get myself
back there?
can I walk to your doorstep
and feel you
only steps away?
could I say to you something
you've never heard before?
something
that means so much
something
that I could say through these tears?
Im gasping for a breath
dont let me go on forever...
I want to be beautiful for you
I want to take your breath away
but all I focus on
is the ugliness in me
and I doubt
I'm even
in your precious memory