Have you ever felt like Dorothy
The drive to find "that something more"
Knowing there's got to be something
You just feel it deep down inside
But the more you look
The less you find
And you begin to wonder
Is it really even there
Is there anything needing to be found
What is it that was lost
If there was nothing there from the start
How can anything be lost
Dorothy realized hers was right there
Mine was not so close
But I think it may be time to stop
My yellow brick road
Will never lead anywhere
It runs in an endless circle
There is no Wizard with the answers
They wouldn't change anything
So why don't I stop
I've endured and caused too much
Simply because I don't like NO
Things happen for a reason
Nothing can be undone
I'm where I am and who I am
Regardless of anything
I've gained some insight
But I think it's run its course
I've got to say There's No Place Like Home
And be satisfied with what I have
There is no Glenda the Good Witch
This is the end of this chapter
My heart's desire is done
Written May 1997
The "let down" of finding and meeting birth siblings.
