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Unspoken Thoughts
Angela Kirker |
Thinking about you nearly every day
God, the thoughts of you just won't go away.
I truly do miss you
Although I'm not sure why.
But I wonder if there's ever a slight chance
That you miss me too.
It's been quite a few months
Since we last spoke
But still, for some reason,
I won't give up hope.
Wishing, someday, that you'll come to terms
Clear your mind, look back and realize
That the love I hold for you
In another you'll never find.
Things weren't always smooth
But then, what does "smooth" mean?
I know you never truly knew how I felt
But I thought that hiding my feelings
Would be better for myself.
There's so many problems I try to hide
Hell, I don't even really know myself.
So how can I blame you
For doing something I'd probably do too?
Splitting up with you, my real first love
Was the worst thing we could do.
I regret a lot of things,
90% involves my being with you.
I was never completely honest
And never truly loved you.
The things I never did
To show you how I really felt
Constantly pushing you away,
Yet, not even consciously knowing it
Until you were gone.
I held back in so many ways
Honestly, I never meant to hurt you babe.
If I had it to do all over again,
I swear I'd do everything right.
I never would have pulled back
And made you uptight
About the things you tried to do.
'Cause believe me,
It hurt so bad to hold back from you.
Please, believe me when I honestly say,
I'm sorry, and I love you,
In every possible way.
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