How did you ever think
I'd be happy when we fought
For I can't win if you lose
At least you still can choose
I got no choice
Loud and clear I hear my inner voice
Sometimes I wonder
What would it be like to be in your arms again
Ha.but all these sores are sharp reminder of the pain
Your eyes looking at me tenderly
And then memories of them burning with jealousy
Vicious chain of sweet surrender and toughest struggles
Honey laced endearments interspersed with sharpest words
Lovely night disappearing in torturous days
Young love losing to lifes tumultuous ways
Sweet hearts the darkest enemies
Feeling of betrayal yet to cease
Pressures tore us apart
Some tough times
Some mistakes
Oh how did we lose our way
Instead of holding on we pushed each other away
Over and over
We hurt each other
Until there was no more heart to break
Came so far
Of going back there seems no way
If only I could turn back time
And start all over again
I can't love anyone else
And yet
No one else can I hate
All is lost
Maybe someday...
Only the hope stays
