I will never forget the night mom called
I was in shock and appalled
Moms crying something's wrong.
For you I will be strong.
I raced to the hospital as quick as I can.
But no one knew gods plan
before I got there you already had passed.
god took you to heaven fast
I can't be strong anymore I have to cry
I didn't want you to die
so many things I Wanted to let you know.
But I understand if you had to go.
One last time I wanted to kiss your cheek
but towards the end I heard you were weak
I wanted to say a last goodbye before you went.
tell you how much you meant
I should have been there and held your hand
Whisper in your ear that I understand
that you're in pain and you need to go
but I didn't know
Something I will regret all of my life
I never thought you were going to die.
I feel you at times watching over me.
I wish it can be your handsom face I see
Written the night my grandfathered died