I fake the smile like the kiss you gave
My broken life has been disengaged.
My eyes are burning, my life has changed
I am tired of running from all the pain
My pulse beats on like the sound of a drum
One steady beat rings in my ear
Like my forgotten defeat as useless days
Are becoming weak and the tears
Of depression roll down my cheek
I would cry myself to sleep but Insomnia sets in
My chest being crushed, I have sleep apnea
I have no life I have no friends
Another Friday night, I am lonely again
Every smile, every laugh
Makes me cry, with all regret
Wasting away, what is another year?
Wasting away, as I shed my last tear