I never told you how you stopped me from crying,
I will never tell you how you make me want to cry.
You thought I took your niceness for weakness,
But it was your strength that I wanted you to share.
The kiss I gave you meant no disrespect,
The heat I felt from you eased the night's chill.
I was foolish to think that things changed,
In time maturity will come with year's age.
The texts have stopped with nothing else to say,
No conversations start since you want them to end.
An e-mail made it clear what will never be there,
No future us, a past with me and you present.
I am torn by tears that have not come,
A wound that will not heal keeping in the pain.
Does not in your right mind mean you were drunk or high?
Because the words you choose to use have your own definition.
I heard you have someone now, while I may not.
It's said you've ‘known’ someone else, so I never knew you.
When I felt you hold me, I guess I held myself.
This is not out of anger, but love and bittersweet acceptance.
I have left you alone, for you never wanted me with you.
My only question to you is why won't you leave me?
