I was once a timid girl
who just plays alone with an abacus
while others play in the yard.
I never imagined that I could be somebody
where people would let me join their circle
that I could play and dance with them.
how I wish I could have that opportunity
to rise and shine like others do
to be more confident in facing the world.
I went to college with the same impression.
but no one dared to make me feel good.
even just a glance to warm me in.
but one day before college ends.
I realized I was in their circle
in the circle of true loyal friends.
I could never imagine this time would happen.
a time to feel loved and be secured
it wasn't too late after all - I still have time.