My love is brave
very blind and in need of guide
Will you hide me?
From the start of this earth
stars in tow can you couple me from the sun
and its glow, glaring on the coward
and strong alike
both blind to the lacking of another strength
me as a coward lack nerve
and as in strength the touch to stand back
taken from one another I watch the contrast
set in the moon and early sunrise
on to the leveling those who gaze upon things
reaching a part of human nature to share
I greed to jealousy- you care not to notice
or let it be known that you evidently do
I am blind to reason
my logic is bordering ink on the very ends of a revelation
connecting the corners on my common loose string
yet I still gather to purpose this string in a bow
tying the present need to bathe you off my skin
Wash more than the ringing in my head
that the saddest thing ever is me
in brave endearing love
~I noticed you last night
I stared at the sky and yet I still wonder why
Why does not the stars that carry, cancel that
toke a more lovely thought in rays than my best considerations
I am considerate of me in love on an island desert shore
left with neither pride nor common sense
I embarrass the strings that held us barely clinging
on to each other in love once~
The life of me slips through the notion that
just a notion of an endearment is better than actually
me fitting in your hand worn this string in a wand
I tumble through more that magic broom sticks
could a more offense in sense mean I have no intentions
on a marble floor we danced past worries
past other relationships sailing a departure
you captured my heart and I bravely hand you the string...
No! No! No!- longer that the bowels of hell
could not strap me in suspension
I swim more the so in pursuit of my affection
that you ring me never more than I thought
for decisions I lack in mind
made up for my heart is pure for the scrambling
I search for a note to write on paper
never once hoping I would turn to flesh
your reading of me is the last page I spill on tis
sadden pitched in tale ending under the rising of the moon
I howl out effectively for your tender smile
nor more have I prayed that yours will return my heart
I breathe hidden in cigarettes never minded that
I die in each intake of your warm smell
leaving me clamping on empty air
I hold my breath and yet death still invades and escapes
my frustrated nostrils in fits of defeated feet
mine are tumbling falling out of joint measures
I take to no longer in running in and out of hell
I would rather not speak of
also remember the day I left
for your persuading plea
is that I leave this stalk plan
left for only God's hands
Whatever to be is not in my head
but at the throne floor threshing
about for a messenger to set off
and prepare an entering into the sky
I would brave the speed
for since the dawning in my love
leaves me clues to the foundation
set in a soul housing breath in bodily form
cases from the shallowness of my youth
point to the fact I never give in to chasing your love
across this very scarce lacking nature and corruptible seeds
It is very dark I here
I search for vegetation in need of refreshen
that I die about that threshing floor request in hand
heart pounding that the is the way the prayer ends
In His name I have not many friends except
when I am empty I have fetched the most lovely glares
from my despondence is a hope crusting on these tears
My savior is all I need
He loves me the love I hope to share one day brighting
the dark suspension from hell to earth I am borne
with this brave choice I have over the power of chasing you
into the wind for a name is born in front of the plenteous
valley forging beyond the sunlight and moon
comes forming the scene that in heaven
The Lords reign me like seas of moving waves
I smile and return the isle struck note
landing on the shoulders of the one who cares more for you
more than I would if I could cradle love and shake the bowels
~ The epic inside of me, vary may loose my unraveling
combining the truth my eyes see. I have a small problem
with the nothing I have engulfed for more than seven years
this tale has spun me on the shoving breast of despair
facing the truth that I have more left to cast in the lair
lying face to face with this truth I rouse and walk on
blindly leaving the memories that lead me to have delusions
About you I confirm no other statement that I love you
more epic that loose the ravel in my ends
None of them I know more I am
degrees have purged the edge of my sanity
heaven is a part of me~
I claim more of that does infatuation this crushing of my soul
my fondness with adoring others more than you
I turn all my respect of my heart to the God in you
May He serve the same purpose I cry out
that I itch out for the satisfaction we all belong
I have not disputed a launching on cloudy isles
lacking a shore to carry bottles held with notes
slowly the seashells come on shore
reading out loud the words I wrote to you
that landed on empty shores shoes the sending
rain coming out from beyond the clouds
washing the ink on the notes and all that are left is the echoes
heard in seashells from other than whispers
I repeat loving you
Waiting in heaven they watch me
with my strong cowardly attempts to compose a belief in love
I believe I have seen why angels cry and men reach for points beyond
the understanding that this world begins and ends
yet days carry on with man wagering he is more in control
in his wronged thoughtful gestures to unleash power he has no earthly right to control
Ask me how I know- a dove in the form of an angel
this child cries wanting to be picked up
that I would not go ~ When the love of an angel flows from
their mother and father landing gently on me
I will hold and not let go the child her hand clenches around the area of my heart.
Later I bend and ask for forgiveness from the One who sent that dove.
Evermore Jesus and I are better friends than as foes.
Who really can fight the belief that the one faith that held me as a child
is now belief in a power so beautiful I can not help but smile.
I praise Him for returning my heart and smile.
Thankful I land more lightly on this earth
sharing His glint He shared with me the same day I left...
